Soweiba, a victim of the Halabja chemical attack of 16 March 1988. She is blind since that day, mainly because it took more than one week after the attack to receive care and reach Teheran. Her five children and her mother all died during the attack. She has severe respiratory problems and requires frequently oxygen. She receives, like other recognized victims, a pension of 300 USD per month. Being alone provokes frequent anguish making her think about what happened 30 years ago and making her feel guilty that she survived. "I wish I died that day together with my 5 children who died in my lap" Halabja, Iraqi Kurdistan, Iraq, August 2018